Well yesterday was a productive day. I went with Arlene to Starbucks and Morning Glory. To be totally honest there are things I see in Arlene that I want to see in myself. You'd think that with my "lifestyle" [so to speak] I wouldn't think that. I see how much potential she has for her educational and personal life and yet their are cetian bounderies she has to oversee. She is a good person and I'm glad I'm making the effort to get to know her. She's a good person with a good heart. And I gave her my little :purple: book. THE WISDOM OF WOMEN i love that book I bought that book when I was going through alot of stuff in my life. If it helps me get through some stuff I know it'll help her analyze things in hers.
Then today I talked to my cousin Jenni. She's so funny she always makes me see the bigger picture. Although we're only a year apart I feel like she so much older then me. I love that girl to death. She's the sister in my family. To those who dont know her she comes off very hard headed and cold hearted but she isn't. Today we talked about stupid stuff and Bianca's birthday. I can't believe she's 7 already! Wow where does time go ?! :-) hahah B is so cool she my daughter hahahaha. But yah me and jen are spending time together tomorrow I'm go extra early to her house and wake her ass up.
Chucky and me started thinking of potential birthday plans we could have for me. We're thinking of renting a mo-mo. If i save all my money from the time school starts till my birthday I'll have about 140.00-160.00 to rent the mo-mo and buy liquior. SWEET SEVENTEEN and my birthday lands on a FRIDAY PARTAY! ahahah so we're still working on that. Any Suggestions?

- L I V -

mood: I WANT ICE CREAM! >:-|

Listening to: Simple Plan [thank you AndRe]

Shout Out to: Lucy Cuz I'm ChattIng with YOu ...

And they say Sunday is the day to spend with the family....well technically it is but today was sibilings day. Oscar Brother Chucky and me went to the mall and kicked it. Faded as fokk but its all good. Entertaining to see those two together. I mean Oscar and Brother its funny how they react to one another. Its how me and chucky act. Everyone calls us the sibilings cuz we're all acting like brothers and sisters. Of course oscar and me are the only ones related but its nice to have other "brothers and sisters" to talk to ya know. Brother bought his AirForce Ones. Man iono about that. He of course took the easy hots at me and my Chuck Taylors and having them getting ripped and written on but hey he got his thing going on with his 85 dollar jeans. MAN WHO THE FOKK PAYS 85 DOLLARS FOR JEANS!? I even told him that with 85 dollars you could buy a shirt jeans and socks at some other store but he said that "he aint no skater or rocker" and I just stayed quiet.
Its funny to see how they react to me and chucky. Just cuz ma says we are the female version of them. Its crazy to think about that...cuz I know brother always said he's take a bullet for oscar and vis versa. That's how it is with me and chucky. She's the one person who stuck by me and believed me in the end. I owe alot to that girl she's what family is really about and I truly realized that today. We ended up going to Malibu and just sat their in the sand while the sea breeze cooled us down. I had a polaroid camera with me from back in the day and I took this picture of them when they weren't looknig and I just found myself appreciating them so much more. I love my brothers and my sister. I wish I had a regualr camera with me instead of that polaroid but that moment will be in my mind always.
We were talking about how in about two weeks i'll be starting my SENIOR YEAR...officially my last year of high school more importantly my last year at HOLY FAMILY GIRLS HIGH SCHOOL! Brother said just to "fokk people!" Of course me being olivia and I took it the wrong way and started giggling he shut me up. =). Thats one thing I always loved about brother that no matter what he was always a up front person. He told you the truth whether it was good or bad. Which is the reason why i never ask him "do I fat in this?" lol!
It's crazy to think that I'll be on my own in a year from now. It's exciting but scary. I know that I DO NOT want to leave chucky so I would stay here in Los Angeles even though I really want to travel to Massachuesets and check schools out over there and find a place. Sometimes in life you need to put your plans on hold for a while for family. So I compromised....I'll attend Santa Monica College instead of Boston College. I guess my dreams will have to wait. But I have faith that I will make my dreams a reality. Not only that but I have my brothers and sister to back me up. I love how my and my brothers have gotten so close this summer. We actually talk not just "hey how's it going dude" its much more then that. I honestly don't know what I would have done without them this summer. It's been to complicated lately I didn't think I was going to catch a break. Especailly with court and going to the programs at rampart then meeting with that mentor having summer school and other stuff I didn't think my summer was going to be good. Boy was I wrong. I can say best summer of my life and I owe it all to Brother Chucky and Oscar.

you know what I noticed....that lately i have taken alot of my life to just sleeping away. I'm becoming one lazy FOKK! i need to get my lazy assh up and do something productive like get the mail. hahah just kidding fokk! i think this summer i got more accomplish then i did last summer. i forget what i was doing about a year ago. forreal what WAS i doing?! fokk i gatta stop doing drugs i'm starting to lose my memory mean ol' statis. thank bobbette i dont have court this month or else i'd be fokked. but offie does have court ima go with her cuz i'm worried about this felony charge she got going on. She must be shisttin in her panties! Good news is that Oscar is moving out so I can finally get my two own fokkin rooms! ima paint it pink like light pink and get sponged shaped stars and paint those blank! sweet assh huh! if only i had my fokkin glow in a dark shist but SOMEONE has them. that person shall remain nameless until ... blah blah blah. FOKK! so see life is good. I have two more days og fokkin summer school then i have the ESPN X GAMES on the 17th and then iono thats all i can remember right now. Ima just apply for a job.

Later dudEs!

- L I V -

mood: surprisingly in a good one

listening to: YellowCard

shout out to: Lucy and Cathy cuz I'm chatting with you both right now.

Its the Beginning of a FOKKER! hahaha I love that FOKKING word. Well I found out about this FOKKING site because of Joe my amigo from Eagle Rock. FOKK dudE today was a FOkKING crazy assh day! I wenT to school and couldn't find fokkin LaLa ... she was running a lil fokkin late then went to Offie's house to check up on her legal issues. Went looking for the fokkin cat Star Fish man that was a work out dudE. But we did go see my husband COLIN FERELL he's fokkin hott motherfokker! Saw S.W.A.T i suggest you see that dudE. I wanna see GRIND next and dudE. My moms fokking dinner is tomorrow at Santa Monica in some resturante in the Pier. Makin me dress all fokkin fancy at least I got to invite Offie. There is SOME entertainment there but i dont wanna be going along the fokkin pier in my heels. Especially my winter formal shoes fokk that was a crazy assh night with daniel and nathan and yenny and. FOKK! I can't wait till next weekend ESPN X GAMES DUDE!!!! hell fokkin ya babey! alright I hate this shist and I donno what else to type. Shout out to LaLa ChaLupa ScarLett FloR BusBoy and my many MANY crushes. I get infatuated easily as my friends can tell. L8r dudE!

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mood: I'm in fokkin pain .... sleepy..... kinda happy...... tired.
listening to: Wheatus